Predicting The Future - Passing Over Installment

I thought predicting car accidents was strange, but little did I know that was just the beginning of my intuitive prophecies.  Ha Ha!  Over the years, my experiences have been pretty spread out. However, during my college years things started becoming a little more frequent, still unexpected though.  You may also notice, the more I share, it’s not one single thing that just keeps happening over and over, it's a buffet of different experiences.  I was discussing some of my experiences with a more 'seasoned' intuitive and they enlightened me to the idea that the reason my experiences have been so spread out and different in  nature was to slowly ease me into this gift without scaring me.  Can you imagine if all this stuff just happened in one day, week or month!? I would be terrified! This explanation made sense to me and felt “right” to my inner knowing. 

So, what were my next predictions? Well, they were on death. It sounds scarier than it is, I assure you. I realize how dark that may seem but I think these were preparing me to become more comfortable with the idea of death, with spirits, and with my intuition.  

Snapshot #1: It was February 2007.  I was in college and living in an apartment. My mom came to town to stay with me because I was scheduled to get my wisdom teeth surgically removed.  We woke up bright and early, since my appointment was one of the first ones on the doctor’s schedule. I tend to get pretty anxious for such things, so my mind was occupied with what was about to take place. Like most people, when you first get up you go to the bathroom, so that’s what I was doing.  I was sitting there doing my business, being a little nervous about my surgery when it hit me “Blank & Blank’s mom is going to die today”. (keeping the names private).  I finished my business and was a little confused about what I had just picked up on, I remember walking to the sink and thinking, “I hope I’m wrong”.  I tried to brush it off as a random negative thought even though it felt like I was just given a matter of fact.  I continued on to my appointment.  After, I was all healed up and started talking to my friends again, I spoke to another one of my guy friends and he told me that the boy’s mom did indeed pass that exact morning at their home.  From my understanding it happened just a couple hours after I sensed it. 

Here’s a brief background to this story. The boys were/are my friends, we went to high school together and even hung out after high school.  However, we live in different towns and haven't stayed in touch as much as I'd like.  Their mom fought cancer for years and always proved doctors wrong on their time estimates.  She was also a dental assistant at my dentist office.  So, I had the privilege to meet her when she was still well. However, when this all happened I hadn’t spoke to either of the boys in quite some time, so I didn’t have any current updates on how their mother was doing.  Jeron and I did go to the funeral.  I don’t know why I sensed her passing right before it happened.  I can say that if she ever came to me with a message for her boys, I would make sure they got it.  As I write this, I feel like I can feel her energy.  

It didn’t take long for this phenomenon to happen again. 

Snapshot #2:  It was now August 2007.  It was a warm sunny day and I feel like I can still see what the clouds looked like in the sky. I was driving eastbound on the Dodge expressway. I was listening to music minding my own business.  Right about when I passed the Cox Communications building (locals will know the area I’m describing) it hit me, “Jeron’s grandpa is going to die today”.  This was hard information to receive because I didn’t know whether to share it or not.  Jeron and I had only been together for a couple years at this point.  I had shared some of my stories with him and he didn’t not believe me, because he knows I’m not a liar or fabricator but he's still a, “I need to see it to believe it” type of guy.  He was working when I got this feeling and I didn’t want call him up at work and panic him, especially since this had only happened to me once before.  I decided to not call him.  A few hours later, Jeron was off work and at Verizon getting a new phone.  During that time his mom called me and told me she couldn’t get a hold of him but needed to so she could let him know that his grandpa had just passed.

Here’s a brief background to this story.  Jeron’s grandpa had been in the hospital, however, no one thought he was going there to pass away.   Even Jeron’s brother has mentioned that he thought their grandpa would leave the hospital. I have asked Jeron now, “If I would have called you at work and told you what I sensed, would you have left to go see him?” and he says, “yeah!”  Like they say, hindsight is always 20/20.  At that time, I wasn’t fully embracing and accepting these events, so to have someone doubt them or question me didn’t exactly make me want to rush and share unexplainable experiences.  I also have a strong faith that the way things play out all has a greater purpose and understanding than what we can grasp. So, in a nut shell, I believe if Jeron was meant to be there when he passed, he would have been.  On a side note, sometimes people/souls (not always) will wait to cross over until they are alone and feel like they can let go freely.

I have another story about sensing death, however, this next one the spirit actually channeled through me and I had a series of special events with this spirit, so I will save that for a blog entry of its own. 

All I can say for sure is this is my truth, my journey, and its time to journal it.  

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